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Turning Tricks

by Turning Tricks

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1.
Intro 02:03
2.
A sudden light, I’m blacking out with fright Can you hear me calling? I won’t leave your side A breath of anger to relieve the pain Open silence to reveal the name I’m holding tightly, standing close Being true to what I need the most The less I give, the more I receive The more I lie, the easier to believe This is the poison that makes you strong I will tell you when you’re wrong But if the silence breaks and all is lost I hope you never see the pain you caused Who broke the morning? Who threw away the night? What happened to the way we used to be? When every day feels like a minute in time You know that something isn’t right And everything’s not fine Can’t take it away now, it is changing my life Giving meaning to being alive An understanding full force is taking drive of all I have done And all I will become
3.
Ghost 04:46
There’s an air of silence all around me Surrounding everything There’s a ghost lying next to me with nothing in between The presence of a fallen soul A beauty never seen It makes perfect sense to me to believe Four years ago was the last time that I saw you I couldn’t trust my eyes To a sight so intoxicating, I never felt so alive How could I have been the one, my chance was slim to none And I know You were the part of me that I could never let go I keep holding on, hoping one day I’ll see you one last time And maybe if I see your light It’ll be the one thing that keeps me from going blind I spent all my hope, and now I can’t cope With the thought of being without you But in the end, I’ve got everything to lose I lay a rose at the place where I last saw you I didn’t want it to be the last time I took a step back and I realized you wouldn’t be forgotten and I couldn’t find A reason to live this life and replace my thoughts with a bittersweet memory I could not go home, without you I’m alone As I collect my thoughts I run away I never thought it would be the same I didn’t leave I couldn’t stay How could I ever look away I didn’t hear I couldn’t see That all along you were here with me Just one more word For you to say
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Open eyes inspire open minds inspire open lives And I tried I tried I tried I tried until my eyes went blind We reach so high We reach so high I watched you fly and then you died in my arms You laughed and I smiled and you burst apart A single fire can ignite a thousand hearts The night is darkest just before the dawn Tired eyes give into tired minds give into tired lives And I tried I tried I tried I tried until my wings took flight We burn so bright We burn so bright
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I finally lost my faith My sense of humanity Suddenly fled from me I tear the chains I’m bound to, I become free Now all I’m working for Doesn’t matter any more It’s not easy to ignore When your life is broken and thrown on the floor I will make the most of this I will see the good in it They say we’re making progress The problem is solving itself, there’s no risk that we’re gonna fall And I am caught in the middle of it all Do you ever wonder if there’s more? To life than only taking what belongs to you Sometimes I wish that I could just ignore The thoughts in my head that tell me I’m not right Have you had a good look today? Have you had a good look today? Have you had a good look today? At the world that we live in and think why you want to stay I never found my way A reason not to hate Further from the truth With every step I take Just equilibrium Is enough to make me strong And I am finding it hard to move along I will put an end to this I will pledge my life to it They say we’re moving backwards But I can’t tell right from wrong when I’ve built up all these walls And I am caught in the middle of it all
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Sunrise 06:40
This fatal attraction A hopeless source of despair A worried reaction To a question withheld out of fear A beautiful sunrise Nothing more than an image in my mind Coincidentally happening again Is this a dream or something out of the ordinary? Are we just machines working to better our lives? It’s all in vain Have you ever seen something so beautiful, so serene? With broken minds and blind eyes we will feel alive An invisible thread Pulling my life along, or ripping it to shreds? Holding back time Is easier said than done Did you wake up? Do you remember what you dreamed? Are we real, or illusory?
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I see you clearly now Stepping through broken glass A smile, so softly vivid Drawing me in as you pass A few words change everything So why is it so difficult To say how much you mean to me To share the words I’ve felt? Beyond the glass I watch you appear My throat tightens as you draw near Visions of us fill my mind My life rewinds A song to sing, a sight to see A blissful night now just a memory I couldn’t see clearly until now Life has no room for empty doubt And if we follow our hearts They may lead us into the dark They may turn our thoughts into regrets But if we step into the dark There’s no reason to be alarmed The glass is shattered but never sharp
9.
First Breath 05:29
The water’s coming down again I could swim, but it’s so temping to sink And wash away In melancholy bliss A certain comfort in familiar pain The way out is just the way in When you have nothing to lose you have Everything to gain No last words, no final regrets I dive in and take my first breath Look how the water catches the light I’ve never seen it so bright Is this the first time I’ve opened my eyes? I feel so alive Every curse is a blessing in disguise Without the lows there could be no highs Every curse is a blessing in disguise You have to drown to reach the sky
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And so you say that I’ll be fine We all feel down from time to time Do this, take that, soon it will pass ‘Cause after all it’s just in your head As if I could just wish it away Like a puff of smoke on a rainy day Can’t even eat or sleep or smile You call this life, I call it hell You said you found a better place But everything’s the same and nothing’s changed Something’s got to give - this isn’t life, barely existence I hope I’ll meet you there someday Wish I could feel Something, anything for real A thousand words could not express Wish I could say How much your help has meant today But a thousand words could not confess And so you say that I’ll be fine I hope you’re right, ‘cause I’m sick and tired I smile and nod my life right past Afraid to lose what I never had But if I change, who will I be? The pain’s become a part of me Can I even really change at all? Without becoming someone else
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Interlude 01:39
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I’ve been trapped inside this deep dark lie Do you think I’ll make it out alive? I keep on talking about hitting the road But the road only takes me back to all the things I wish I’d never known If I can’t believe this What more can I do to redeem it I’m hopeless, a fading light Leave me here along the road to paradise You’re out of your mind You’re out of your head You’re making up excuses for something that you never did Please take me home I keep on thinking there will come a time When all the right roads are shining bright And if I choose to take a different road The hand of the divine will surely smite
13.
Bon Voyage 04:52
Suddenly I’m on my own I feel so small and alone I try to keep an open heart But it’s so hard Thought I’d have it figured out Your show of faith, a work of art Remember when I dreamed so high When did that die? You said I could be Anything What I’d give to start again One door shuts, another opens I only know that when it rains, it pours I tried so hard to make it last But we grow up so fast
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Suddenly I’m here My heart, your hands, grow clear I’ve never felt such beauty As I lay here in the grass I smile, I see you at last I am whole again And in this moment I breathe deeply And in this moment I breathe deeply Suddenly we’re here How long? A day? A year? Doubts dissolve, they never were Here I am and here I’ll stay Walk away, don’t be afraid And in this moment I breathe deeply And in this moment I breathe deeply And in this moment I breathe deeply My thought of you will never change We’re becoming strangers The stranger we become The more we turn and run The more we leave undone We’re becoming strangers The stranger we become The more we turn and run We’ll never become one

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released October 14, 2012

Sam Van Gorden - Guitar, Vocals
Jason Coss - Bass, Guitar
Rishi Parikh - Drums

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Mike Perez (www.MixedByMike.com)

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Turning Tricks San Diego, California

Playing a unique blend of indie rock, post-rock, progressive rock, alternative rock, and every other fucking type of rock you can think of, Turning Tricks have impressed audiences with their creative songwriting and powerful stage presence.

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